38 NOVEMBER 2024 WorldWide Drilling Resource® The Un-Comfort Zone II by Robert Evans Wilson, Jr. Self-Reliance Sets the Stage for Creativity, Critical Thinking, and Self-Care Self-reliance is the ability to take care of yourself without needing help from others. It is being able to make decisions for yourself. Critical thinking, creative thinking, and problem solving are skills that emerge from a sense of self-reliance. I believe I developed my self-reliance naturally as a survival mechanism because my parents were neglectful and abusive. Mother was always busy pursuing her own goals and needs while Dad was busy trying to keep her happy. I felt like I was intruding on them to have needs at all. I picked up early on not to expect too much from them and that I should handle my own problems to the extent I was able. I learned to keep a low profile when Mother was in a bad mood because she was likely to punish me for merely getting in her way. I’d play quietly in my room or go outside when the weather permitted. When she was in a good mood it was okay to be seen, but frequently I couldn’t tell the difference so I played it safe and stayed out of her way. The silver lining to being neglected was developing self-reliance. As I’ve written here before, I was bullied by boys older than me both at school and in my neighborhood. After school if none of my friends were around I played in my backyard rather than risk running into the older kids on the street. This occurred often enough that I learned to entertain myself. I remember creating elaborate stories for my toy soldiers and cars while I played in my sandbox or tree house. I was practicing self-care, which is also a trait of self-reliance. My self-reliance grew rapidly when I started wanting money. If I wanted a particular toy like my friends had and I asked Dad for the money (if I asked Mother, she’d tell me to ask Dad), he might say wait until Christmas and my birthday (which came close together on the calendar and I frequently heard the words, “This is your Christmas and birthday present.”). If I wanted it immediately, he’d suggest I earn the money. Meanwhile, my friends only had to ask their parents for what they wanted and they usually got it. Dad would make suggestions on how I could earn money, but often his suggestions were too difficult for me to engage in at the age I was asking. For example, when I was nine years old, my father said I should start a lawn mowing business. However, he told me I couldn’t use his lawn mower; I would have to buy my own. He said he would loan me the money for a lawn mower, and I would have to pay it back before I could spend any of my earnings on the thing I wanted. Buying a lawn mower, finding customers, mowing their grass, and repaying the loan were all too big in scope for me to fathom. Nevertheless, he planted the seed of independence which germinated into all the small businesses I have started over the years. Sometimes, Dad would offer to split the cost with me, but it was still up to me to earn my half. If it was a small amount of money, he would provide me the opportunity of earning it by washing his car or shining his shoes. These were jobs I could handle. However, Dad never paid me to mow our lawn or rake leaves. He said those were chores I was obligated to do for being a part of the family. He did give me a weekly allowance of 50 cents which, at the time (the 1960s), was 40% of one hour at minimum wage and equivalent to the price of five regular sized candy bars or one Matchbox toy car (before sales tax). Most of my friends got several dollars. My financial self-reliance took off when I learned I could make money by collecting returnable soda pop bottles for their deposit. It became my primary source of income as a child, and I would spend some time every day after school walking alongside a highway near my house to find them. I was thrilled when the deposit was increased from two cents to three cents per bottle - it felt like getting a raise. When I was 13 years old, Dad would occasionally pay me one dollar an hour to pick up trash on his construction sites and burn it in a barrel. When I turned 15, I was old enough to get a real job in a fast food restaurant (it paid $1.15 an hour which was 72% of minimum wage). Once I started earning a regular wage, I started buying many of the things I’d long wanted. I also started paying for stuff my parents used to provide, such as clothing. During this time, I noticed my closer friendships were with boys whose parents were not handing them whatever they wanted. Like me, they had to have a job to get the things they desired. Suddenly, my dad started offering me money without my asking. If I was going to the movies with my friends, he would offer to pay for my ticket and refreshments, but I would always decline. It angered me that he was offering only after I didn’t need it. Over the years, I continued to build my self-reliance. At age 17, I bought my own car, and because the maintenance was so expensive, I learned how to work on it myself. In the mid-1970s, my father lost his business in the recession and couldn’t afford to send me to college, so I paid my own tuition and attended a less expensive school than I originally wanted. At age 19, I had my own apartment and was fully independent and paying for every single need myself. Self-reliance is personally empowering. It frees you to make the decisions which are best for you. It puts you on an equal footing with other people. They will not have power over you unless you give it to them. My self-reliance continued to grow after college. When I couldn’t land a job writing for an advertising agency, I used creative thinking and opened my own ad agency. When a doctor told me there was no cure but surgery for a skin growth on my eyelid, I used critical thinking to find an alternative. My journey to self-reliance led me to a wide variety of experiences and learning opportunities. These are useful in creativity; more specifically for me as an author because they’ve given me a large data set of information from which to draw on when I want to write an article or story. Self-reliance lays the foundation for finding your purpose in life because it fuels self-efficacy (the belief in your own strengths and skills) which in turn enables self-motivation (the ability to achieve your goals). In brief, self-reliance empowers you to trust yourself to make the right decisions for your life. Robert Robert is an innovation/change speaker, author, and consultant. He works with companies that want to be more competitive through innovation and with people who want to think more creatively. Contact him via e-mail to michele@worldwidedrillingresource.com
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